Friday, July 25, 2014

I make mistakes. I am human. Everyone in this entire world makes mistakes. Some are small and some are huge. But we all make mistakes. It's what I do. I speak without thinking. It happens to everyone. So next time think before you speak. I act without knowing. Trust me you do to. I don't drink so much that I can barely walk, that's not me. But I am a fantastic lover. And an amazing friend to so many. Trust me God knows I mean well.

Today won't occur it again. You can't go to sleep wake up and it be another today. It never will be just the same. So make it amazing. Make everyday something amazing. Be a blessing in someones life. Be a friend. Encourage someone no matter what it takes. Take time to care about something, about someone. Let your words heal someone not wound them. Take a moment and think before you speak because you never want to be a wound to someones heart.

Thursday, July 17, 2014

http://www.popsugar.com/Dad-Response-Rude-Magic-Video-35239684

This parody amazes me. I want my dad to be this way. I want my future dude to know my father way before he asks my father for permission. I want my future dude to have my fathers permission to marry me. Call me old school but it's true. I will not run off with a guy. I want someone to have me for the rest of their life. But they need to do more than just cook burgers for fast food. They need to be out of their mothers basements. He's not being rude. He is doing his job, and protecting me. He is trying to give me what I deserve. So just a reminder to everyone out there. Ask their father for permission. Know their father way before you ask approval to ask for their hand.
The great writer John Green (writer of The Fault in Our Stars) is right when it comes to this quote. YOU are helpful. Do not let anyone ever tell you differently. No matter what you do you honestly are helping someone. Everyday I have someone come through my line with young children they continuously let them help and encourage them. They thank them for helping. But why as soon as we grow up we aren't thanked for helping. We are not encouraged.  Not encouraged to help in our community's. Help. Help people, help groups, help our community's, help our world. You are loved. Your parent's love you, your friends love you. People love you. Remember that. You are loved. You are forgiven. Things happen. We make mistakes. Life goes on. Forgive yourself because often you have already been forgiven. And last you are not alone. People care for you. People are there for you. You are never alone. You will always have me anytime you need me.
God gives us people and the things we need. Not the things and people we want. He gives us things that will help us, and hurt us. People that will leave us and love us. He makes us who we are meant to be. Sometimes we forget that people won't always like us. People that we want to like us often won't because they are not the people that we need. People are going to hurt us, it's life. Someone always will love you. And you are meant to be the way you are.

Thursday, July 10, 2014


I wonder if when you hear my name, your eyes just light up, and a smile appears across your face. I wonder if I constantly cross your mind. Oh i wonder if you still crave to hold me. I wonder if you write my name and hearts surround it. Or when you see a shooting star you wish for me. Or you think of me before you fall asleep. I wonder if you don't think of me at all, and my name no longer holds meaning to you. And you sleep with no thoughts. Maybe i'm never on your mind anymore. But trust me when i wake up at three am your name appears in my mind. And thoughts of you fill my head throughout the day



Maybe there is a reason why you forgot about me. Maybe it's because I was never okay to you. Or that my hair was always a mess. Maybe its because my eyes always seemed heavy. Or my thoughts were jumbled up. Or other people interested you. And maybe you didn't know what to do. Maybe i cared too much. Maybe i still care. way too much. But I know how it feels to be forgotten and it really does hurt. 

You either like me or you don't. You either like my blog or you don't. You can like me, you can hate me.  It doesn't matter to me. It has taken me 20 something years to learn this. To learn how to love myself. I really don't need to take any time at all to convince it to you or someone else.

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

I dare you. To wear no make up. Nothing. No eye liner. No mascara. No eyeshadow. No foundation. No blush. No lipstick. Absolutely nothing. If I can do it. So can you. I do it everyday. The only time I wear makeup, is if I'm going out. And not always even then. I've worn it to dances, and photoshoots. That's really it. And possibly induction and graduation. But other than that. Never.

I dare you. To bake. Brownies. Cookies. Cake. Anything. And eat it. I do this so often. Baking is one of the things I love to do.

I dare you to tell someone how you actually feel. Don't bottle it up. Speak what's on your mind and let them hear it. Trust me more pain comes from bottling things up.

I dare you to laugh. Laugh hysterically. Laugh until it hurts.  Laugh and laugh. Laughter is actually one of the best medicines.

I dare you to not worry if you look stupid. Have fun. Let go. Don't worry about every small detail. It's taken me years to understand this. But I'm finally learning.

I dare you to run around a field. With your friends. Scream. Laugh. Have fun.

I dare you to cry. If you need to just do it. Cry.

I dare you to kiss your crush. Randomly whats the worst that can happen. lol you get punched in the face XD

I dare you to speak your mind in class. Let it be heard. If you don't understand something say it. If you don't believe something say it.

I dare you to be 100% you!
We are all worth something. Something MAJOR. But the way we let people walk all over us. Is just plain terrible. We let people act like we are nothing. That we aren't worth anything. We let other people treat others that way. We don't stand up and stop them, we let them hurt others. Why do we do this? Why don't we take the stand and stop bullying. If you can learn how much you are worth. You will someday realize that everyone is worth as much as you. You will stop letting others step on you and walking all over others too.
Some of my closer friends know recently I went through a break up. And though some moments it still effects me. I'm living in the future and not the past. I am happy. Oh so very happy. And really in all reality I wouldn't change anything.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

We are all human. Its okay to have a melt down every now and then.  We just can't live there in that moment. We need to cry, get over it and then focus on where we are headed next





Confidence isn't walking into a room with your nose in the air. That is not confidence at all. It is not thinking you are better than everyone else. That is just plain rude. We all come from different areas, different community's. We were all raised differently. And our stories don't match up with anyone else. Confidence is walking into a room and not comparing yourself to anyone else. Realizing we are different.  



It's a while since I've posted and I'm sorry for that. I was going through a few things where I didn't have time to really think about my blog, and my dreams, and my passion for writing. But I am back now and better than ever and I promise to blog more. Thank you to the people who continuously check my blog. But please take time and follow it. It has had over 500 views since I have started it.