We are all only human, and often we tend to forget that.  Often we feel as if nothing is going right and everything is going wrong.  And when I say everything..... I mean EVERYTHING. But we are all only human.  We all make mistakes.  It's okay to have a meltdown, although  I don't really encourage it.  But whatever you do don't always be so down on your self.  Life isn't as bad as we make it, but where we are going afterwards, that is what is important.  So whatever you do, cry it out for that moment and then refocus on where you are headed.... Heaven!