I have friends that have done all of these unthinkable. I've had friends who've cut, wore so much makeup you can barely see their face, judged themselves and others, ended their lives. I think they forgot the most important truth. Whether you be male or female you are beautiful. Your skin isn't made of paper and that makes no reason for it to be cut on and scratched. Your face isn't a mask, and there is no reason to cover it making you seem perfect when in all reality no one is perfect and no one will ever be considered perfect. You're not a book, so you can't judge it. Because when they tell  all of us not to judge a book by the cover we all really do. Your life isn't a movie, so most importantly DO NOT END IT. I've had friends end their lives and in no way do i ever forget it. That remains in my thoughts for the longest time. Just remember you are beautiful!!!