Monday, June 23, 2014

Sunday, June 22, 2014

I'm the girl who loves being called pretty though I don't always believe it.  I'm not right all the time, but I hate admitting that I'm wrong. I don't always smile the real smile. I can be read like an open book, but hide so many things. I work hard, but don't always get what i deserve.





This statement is truer than true. You can keep going. Its possible. More possible than you think because you will keep going even after you think you can't anymore.


Try not to cry

http://faithhub.net/the-miracle-of-a-brothers-song/

What is something you want to do before you die? This is a wonderful question. Is it something silly, is it something that only benefits you? Or does it benefit others too?





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To Cute

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Saturday, June 21, 2014

Friday, June 20, 2014

Got to check this out

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Here Comes a little Faith

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Sometimes things hurt. It feels as if our hearts are about to burst. They ache. Its an unexplainable feeling. But in all reality there is a reason things hurt so bad sometimes. If it hurts you it's because it mattered. This is the sad honest truth. And if you haven't read The Fault in Our Stars, by John Green!!!! READ IT!
 
 
 
 
 
 

Thursday, June 19, 2014

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Warning this might make you cry.
Today has been eventful but exciting for me. I got to go enroll for classes at Emporia State today. And fell in love with the campus. I absolutely love it. Its beautiful. The dorms are amazing for being the older ones that i will get to stay in. But I loved it. I found out that I am eligible for their honors program. I am qualified for the junior classification :) which I wasn't a 100% sure on since I am a transfer student.  I have almost all my general education programs complete. And will begin working with a teacher this fall. :) And possibly will be student teaching next fall!!! It's scary how close I am!

Monday, June 16, 2014


I won't lie to you. And I expect you won't lie to me either. Do I get jealous? Of course. I'm human. Do I cry randomly?  Not very often, but occasionally. And I am human. Do I get angry? Sometimes, but that's okay because I am human. Do I cry myself to sleep? A little more everyday. But that's okay because I'm human. Do I miss you every second you're gone? Always, but that's okay because I'm human. Do I feel lonely at times? Yes, i'm human. Do I need you? Yes, I'm human. Do I need someone to talk? Sometimes, because I'm human. Do I like to be left alone sometimes? Rarely, but I'm human. Do I need a daily hug? Yes, because I'm human. Do I love someone? I love many because I'm human. Do I care about someone? Yes, because I'm human. Do I get hungry and Thirsty? Yes, I'm human. Do I have feelings? Of course cause i'm human. Do I get hurt? Yes, I'm human. Do I fight? Occasionally. I am only Human!
 

I'm not in high school anymore. And most of my blog viewers aren't either. But the lessons spoke in this are mostly true even for college. So Welcome to COLLEGE...  Where people are going to judge you based on what you look like. where you won't ALWAYS be able to talk to your friends. Just because you are no longer in high school does not mean that the drama will end. It will still exist and your head will fill with anxiety Where you should be focusing on schoolwork and we all know not everyone does.  You're not going to love everyone around you. And your heart will be broken many many times. Where you will fail the test you spent all night studying for. You sometimes will wish you were home instead. You will make friends and enemies both. You will get into fights and learn lessons that hurt. Where hours might seem wasted. Where you will see people you don't entirely care about or want to see. HAVE A NICE 4 OR 4+ YEARS!!!
 

Another post for the girls. Girls admit it. You want that one guy who will give you their jacket or jersey or coat when you are cold. Because admit girls, we are always cold. You want that one guy who will comfort you when you are feeling down. You want that one guy who will kiss and hug you in front of his guys. You want a guy who will call you at midnight on your birthday and tell you he never wants to lose you. You want that one guy who will love you for who you really truly are. i'm sorry to break it to you but society is a little jacked up right now. It will be hard to find that one guy who will do all of the things you want. And remember you can't change who they are.

Saturday, June 14, 2014



Whatever you do in society today. Be yourself. Act like you should, not what others do. Be yourself. Because in all reality an original is worth way more than a copy. Be a leader not a follower.


Life is complicated. I'm sorry to break it to you. It just is.  Don't search for the answers. Because when you find the answers the questions change.




Friday, June 13, 2014

We must never ever let go of our dreams. The fun thing is that whoever you meet in the world, no matter where they come from we all  live differently, we all dream different things. I dream to blog, to finish school, to teach, to get married, have a family of my own, to adopt a child, to adopt a dog. No matter where you go no one will have all the same dreams as me. Some might be similar but never identical to your own. So dream and never ever let go of your dreams.



Okay I know there are probably boys who take a moment to read my blog too. Or so I hope. But I want to take a minute and write a post strictly for the girls. Ladies, there is no perfect boy. Sorry to break it to you but no one in this entire world is perfect. But that perfect guy isn't out there. Fairytales aren't real. Though 80's movies be good, your life isn't one. After pushing away that boy he might come back and comfort you. But the key word is might. Our lives aren't like 80 movies, sorry to break it to you. He's probably going to leave. Lifes not a movie. You can't holler cut when something doesn't go the way you like. You can't stop during the moments that you don't like. You can't fast forward thru the moments that just scare you. You can't rewind all the good times you have, all you can do is play. But I can tell you one thing. There is love. It does exist and i've felt it before. Find love, just don't set your hopes so high.

Thursday, June 12, 2014



This has always been something I have loved. It explains that what we speak isn't what our mind often thinks.

BOY: He says he saw her today. He doesn't tell her that it's been forever since he's seen her. He doesn't tell her that she looks even better than before. I see a typo in the next line though. It should read I asked her how she was doing. He needed to tell her that he'd pick her over any girly he's with. But instead he just uttered the words i miss you. I miss you are the words that replay over and over on repeat in a girls mind. Trust me I would know. He should have told her he loved her but he didn't. He hugged her and held her for the last time, and went home and cried like a baby.  He lost her, but in all reality in the end it's his fault he lost her.

GIRL:
She saw him today. Instead of asking if she cared, she only wondered. She couldn't stop staring, and asked him about his girlfriend. She assumes he's happy instead of asking. He couldn't look at her, or so she imagines. When he told her he missed her, she didn't believe it. He hugged her, and she went home a cried.

She loves him and he loves her. But neither one of them will ever know because neither one of them can speak their mind.






We all need to take Audrey Hepburn's advice. Believe in the color pink. Believe in laughing. Because in all reality laughing is the best calorie burner. It does the body good. I believe in kissing. Kissing a lot. Believe in being someone strong. Because being strong whenever everything seems to be going wrong is the only thing you can really do. Happy girls are truly the prettiest. Tomorrow is just another day and miracles do exist.

 

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

 
 
 
Everyone needs this reminder. Everyone needs to see this now and understand. We must wake up each and every day and be thankful no matter what. We need to be thankful, because if we are not 1. it will not be a good morning and 2. being thankful is something very important!
 
 
This quote is very true in almost every way. Life can be like a camera. Or maybe more like a movie, but in either way it is something that takes patience. Life's like a camera, we need to FOCUS on what's Important in life. We need to CAPTURE the good moments, the memories. We need to DEVELOP from our negative mistakes, and if things don't work out in the end there is always something that is worth another shot. So Focus, capture, and develop.


 
I have friends that have done all of these unthinkable. I've had friends who've cut, wore so much makeup you can barely see their face, judged themselves and others, ended their lives. I think they forgot the most important truth. Whether you be male or female you are beautiful. Your skin isn't made of paper and that makes no reason for it to be cut on and scratched. Your face isn't a mask, and there is no reason to cover it making you seem perfect when in all reality no one is perfect and no one will ever be considered perfect. You're not a book, so you can't judge it. Because when they tell  all of us not to judge a book by the cover we all really do. Your life isn't a movie, so most importantly DO NOT END IT. I've had friends end their lives and in no way do i ever forget it. That remains in my thoughts for the longest time. Just remember you are beautiful!!! 





I know not everyone likes Taylor Swift. I neither love nor hate her music. But the advice in this can be known for girls and boys even if it says girls.  But be that strong person everyone knows can make it through the worst events.  Be fearless, the one who dares to do anything. Be independent who doesn't need a man or women to survive. Be the person to never back down. All in all be strong, fearless, daring, independent, and never ever back down. Follow your many many dreams.  


Okay so in all reality the society we live in today we all have minds that often turn towards the dirty things, the things we think we see, or the things we think we hear. Trust me even I thought of the dirty words too. What does your mind think of first when you see these words. Be honest because if you're from my generation, I know you will first think dirty. 

Walt Disney once said that "It's Kind of fun to do THE IMPOSSIBLE" And in all reality it really is. People are always going to tell you that what you want to do isn't possible, that it's impossible. But in all reality you can do whatever you set your mind too. My parents wondered after I graduated highschool if college was even possible for me. My grades in highschool were never top notch. But I knew college was a possibility. They say college is the years of change. I knew I could do it. But my parents even worried if community college was worth it, if it was even a possibility.  I attended Coffeyville Community College Fall 2012- Spring 2014. I graduated earning my associate degree in arts and even with Phi Theta Kappa Membership and Honors. It really is fun to prove when the impossible is the possible. Doing the impossible is something that I will be reminded of often and always with a smile across my face. 








Tuesday, June 10, 2014



I know how hard it is to say the words goodbye! Heck, it's hard to say the words hello even. Trust me I know, I understand. Saying hello never really was too hard for me until I moved and started at college, and the time that you really shouldn't care what people think, is when it really hit me hard. But the first thing you must know is to say Goodbye to the people that really don't matter in your life. Be brave! Tell them goodbye. Tell them that it's not see you later, it's a flat out goodbye. When you say goodbye to someone, life will reward you with a brand new hello. 



If we continuously think of what happened yesterday. How can today be any different. If we sit and constantly ponder the negatives, the bad things, and nothing else, how is today going to be any better? We must learn to let go of what negative things happened. Push the thoughts to the side, and as Elsa sings in Frozen, LET IT GO, Let It GO!!!!! You can't continuously think of it. Because in the end all it is going to do is make you sick. So Let It Go so that we can have a better tomorrow and a yesterday that remains at the back of your thoughts because in the end it doesn't really matter. 




While you are not here at this very moment, this quote relates to my life more than I could ever imagine. I never imagined I would be reading something like this and realize that it describes my life so perfectly! While you are not here, and I can't have you at this very moment. I want you, I need you! I would miss a train or plane right now, if i meant I could see you, and catch coffee.  I'd take a taxi across town at the busiest moment to see you for ten minutes. I would wait outside all night if it meant you would come outside in the morning. If you called me and said will you, i would probably say yes before you ever said will. I miss you almost constantly. 










I know in all reality it takes so long to realize it. There are people out there that can't seem to make room for you. And we try to push away that thought. No matter what others are telling us. Trust me I would know. I wasted my time on a guy last school year that I thought actually cared. But he didn't have room in his life for me. And no matter how often my friends told me that he didn't care, and I needed to give up and Leave! But I pushed that thought aside continuously. The moment that he was the one to leave, broke my heart. I am over it now but do not want other girls to be hurt for that reason. So if someone can't make room for you in their lives, leave, don't be the one being left. If he would of wanted a spot for me I wouldn't of had to fight. But that happened, it's over, it's done, and I am happy. 


Greetings

Hello my name is Brianna Spence! A few days ago I admitted to my 702 Facebook Friends, that I have a dream. I wanted to blog. I wanted to write and share my thoughts, share quotes and pictures. I wanted someone to hear some of the thoughts I sometimes am too afraid to speak. I wanted to be able to write. I have always loved writing. I write poetry, journal entries, just about anything, and seem to always have a pen or pencil in my hand. Or am writing notes on my Ipod. I titled my blog A Little Needed Faith and Honesty because everyone in today's world at sometime will need a little bit of faith and a little bit of honesty. I know its definitely true for me!